I feel like I am stuck in a cage. A cage made from an endless list of rules, a cage that electrocutes you the moment you step an inch outside it's reach, it is a cage that doesn't allow you to have friends, the feeling of being carefree, or the time to think of life as a good thing. Yet, I should still constantly hurt myself by trying to break free of this cage and take back the things you cherish, even if it only for a moment. It is always the good things that are short and sweet and the bad things that are long and torturous.